"Feelings…. Nothing more than feelings… Trying to forget my… feelings of haaate!"

 

Dear mr & mrs bloggie…

 

Ok, I bet you're pondering whether I am in a state of grumpiness or not.

 

Well, truth be told, I have no idea what I'm suffering right now.

 

Perhaps boredom (duh!) had crept in, thus this meek confusion.

 

Nonetheless, I'm feeling all lousy.

 

Damn.

 

First and foremost, Juls and I had a teeny tiff, concerning his waning attention on me, of course.

 

For a start, he had promised to meet me today but he dropped the bomb and told me he had to work, hence leaving me near to tears, and I was so pissed at him, all I wanted to do was smack his silly face with my slender fingers as we didn't meet for three days already yet he doesn't seem that affected while yours truly was missing him like a twit lah can! Yup, a sally of anger.

 

I was disappointed that it wasn't palpable to him since it suffused my being.

 

Argh!!!

 

 

However, considering I am a "lady of patience", I had brushed off his peccadilloes and caved in to sulking.

 

Grumpgf!

 

Ranting any further and my head would definitely explode in multi ways. Go figure. These voices in my head kept battering away ceaselessly!

 

Now, just to annoy me, he's going to take a perverse stand of ignorance. Bah!

 

 

Secondly, with regards to my holidays, I have, ladies and gentlemen, gained a kilo.

 

One bloody solid kilogram consisting of extra solidified FATS that are now floating happily around in my stomach (and had permanently made a place in my love handles) and eagerly waiting to be squeezed.  

 

You can't possibly blame me, you see. It is, after all, the holidays. I was just following the rules and regulations of school holidays.

 

Like the malay saying goes "makan tido makan tido!"

(Translation: eat sleep eat sleep!)

 

My weighing machine can go to hell!!!

 

To aggravate my conditions further, I have to experience literal pain. And it was SO not worth it lah can!

 

I went to have my eyebrows threaded. It was the first time for me, so as expected; the unwanted tears were streaming down my cheeks.

 

The product of the whole ordeal was not up to my expectation for my eyebrows looked thinner than they already were. Blasted!

 

Just when I thought luck was on my side, absurdity chose to be my friend.

 

!!!

 

 

On a better note….

*phew*

 

Despite my mundane days at home, my sister was there to enlighten my distress.

 

She was truly a sweetheart ok!

 

Yes sis, you're the best sister of all the other sisters I have!

(khekhe… ok, this has always been a corny joke between my sister and I, for she's the only sister I have but we like to make it sound as if we have lots of sisters and we're the special sisters among the rest. Got it?)

 

Ehem.

 

For instance, at 3 am in the morning, I was suddenly famished after watching the boring shows on TV. [And to think it was Christmas… Sheessh!]

 

Thus sister offered to cook for me.

 

         

 

 

 

 

Oklah, nothing much, just baked potatoes and egg salad but BURRRP I had went. *blush*

 

What can I say... I'm easily contented.

 

The next day, she made me a big brunch. Sweet!

 

And she was companionable enough as to accompany me to the library where we had a jolly good time choosing books. Haha…

 

Consequently, we chilled out at the café for 5 hours bickering about our huge f****y when cuz Siti and Nur decided to join us for a while.

 

Soon, night came, and we headed home, but! not before a visit to the store to borrow a few DVDs and thence we watched them till the wee hours of the night.

 

Aww… Aren't sisters the greatest thing ever?!

 

*grins sheepishly*

 

Alright, I better end this sisterly mushiness. Don't want to ruin the moment.

 

And going all praise on her is unlike me eh.

 

Hah.

 

Happy holidays mr & mrs bloggie…

 

Have a great weekend!

 

I know I am. Well, just a tad.

 

 

 

cinta

 

fasyalba